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Friday, March 30, 2007

today naku sobrang pagod talaga...sometimes you just have to ignore the pain para hindi na lang magaway...which is a hard thing to do....hahaha ...tomorrow is pe day wwooohhh excited akong manood ..pumunta kaming sm and we just rome around hay sakit ng paa ko....



Thursday, March 29, 2007

well as what i said last night im ok na...got to woke up early ...today ang daming gagawin hooh pupunta kaming dentist with my mom tapos sa school we will have our cwts practice what the hell....ang init nian sa covered court hhmmmm para kang nililitson....take note naka rubbershoes pa kami hay...summer na summer na.ssoopppeeer hot ng panahon...gusto kong magswimming imbes na mag practice hahaha my teacher ma'am yamby out terror teacher is gonna kill me if nalaman niang di ka pumasok...like what she has done to those student who are late when we had our last community grabeh pinagcocomunity niya sa school poor them...tsktsk..yan kasi dapat when she's your teacher your always panctual kundi hay patay ka...pero ok naman siyang teacher astig nga eh...yun nga lang gusto niya desciplinado...gtg..bye..





insecurities...insecured..wooh this is what i always feel..hay it's not that i don't trust the person but it's just i can't help but to feel this..sa palagay ko may psychological problem ako..hahaha...pero every time i feel it ..it really hurts soo much it like im burning inside...it's like im dying oa naman ako noh??huhuhuhu...maybe i am just a selfish person but......hay hirap naman...julia rosa said i should not be feeling like this but how can i stop??actually i wanna sleep but i can't ...yah maybe i'm a jelous person..why o why??sana matangal na to..i need to trust him...i know he won't do anything that will hurt me...hay thank you to julia rosa for making me feel better..wwoohooh..omg i need to rest na it's already late..lilipas din to...tomorrow i will be ok na...




inspired by janice my friend...if past lovers now enemies can be back together again???hmmmm it's so hard noh..ako naman is if past lovers can be friends??my answer is a big YES...why not diba??hay actually this day one of my friend which i have a semi affair before hahah parang pseudo relationship hahahaha have ask me if i'm ok just checkin out on me..wow he's such a great man im wondering why i haven't fall that deep..soobrang sensitive pa siya sa nafefeeel mo he doesn't want you to get hurt..ganon siya..maybe there is no spark yung bang para sa meralco ...hay sobra i can say that he still cares even if i have done him harm ...pero we are still here we are friend not to mention a very good friends...he still share his burden in life which i know make him suffer so much i really pity him....i hope he will be ok na...pero parang wala man siyang hinanakit sakin...he wants to hear pa how's me and the love of my life....i think he is happy na rin for me...basta we are friends and I'm happy that we end up like this not worst enemies...and im happy to know that he is doing good and great in his study...and i know he will find his special someone..someone he deserve...



Wednesday, March 28, 2007


im so inlove hahahaha...love has finally come my way..im loving the color red maybe because im inlove hahahaha corny...i was browsing some picture and i saw this one.. it was really peerrrfecctt..tamang tama sa nafifil ko right now...it was so cute..it fit my mood today..and i also love the color gray because of some reason..




march 27,2007...finally...wwwoooohhh im sooo happy..well what more can i ask for..this is what i've been waiting..yeah there is a right time for everthing just wait for it eventually it will happen in God's time..that's what happen to me but i'm not that patience to wait for it...two lesson learned wweeeee...sana i have really learned....sana this time it will work and i will be happy...but im happy very happy pero sana hindi to temporary...love love love...i can feel love..wooohhh....

march 28,2007..next day what a annoying day.. wwwwwwwooooohhh hirap ng finals lalo na ung biochem namen it makes life difficult..i got home early because of some damn reasons..what a miracle i used to go home very late...i accidentally watched fullhouse and the guy told jessie that"gusto kitang alagaan pero mas kailangan ako ni lorein"ouch namn to i really get teary eye...i hoped this will not happen to me...sana....thats all folks..



Monday, March 26, 2007

well well im sooo happy as in sooper mega happy...wwwaaahh finals na..got a lot of things to review...im sleepy na...pero i haven't review...sana i will past all the test sana..

****i will fight for what i fell for as long as you will do the same..i can't do this alone..you must cooperate hahaha damn you...



Friday, March 23, 2007

this day was really toxic....i got home very late imagine 10pm hay super im very tired... me and julia rosa made our proj in cwts ....finals is next week and its times two for short you have to study hard it has a huge percentage...waaahhhhh...im going crazy...we did not bond that much who ??him...he had also his own bussiness to do that's why.....ok gud nyt na...mwah



Thursday, March 22, 2007

Well today I guess I should stop thinking about stepping our relationship to another level or else I won’t be happy…anyway at least I was given a chance to be with him…hahahaha..drama ever…well if it’s not for you it’s not for you... kung ayaw edi wag…..There are a lot of loads to do my gosh don’t know how to start our sangkaterbang requirments…today we really had a lot of test …we had our test in biochem lab and long test sa lecture…oh diba bongga test ng test kaya tuloy mega stress na ako…huhuhuhu…then we had also a oral defense in Filipino and I was really nervous …namental block pa ako wwaaaaahhhhh kahihiyan… this day is ok compare to the last few days those days a really very sad…sna di na maulit….i want a happy life...



Monday, March 19, 2007

im not doing anything ...i swear i will not want to hurt him in any way...i can't take it him getting mad at me..i don't want whats happening...ayoko ng ganito nhihirapan nako lalo pang lumala...i want us to be ok not like this...hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaayyyyyyy....




love is pain
i was about to give up but what can i do i really do love him so much....hhhaaayyy don't know if this is the right thing to do but this what makes me happy ....but im having a lot of question on my mind why he doesn't want me to be his gf ??why??am i not the type of girl who can be his partner??or maybe im not worth the risk...hay or maybe he still love her??while im thinking about this i pity my self is as if im begging him to ask me to be his girl where in fact i can find another guy who will love me but i can't he is already a part of my life....but he said that he want to ask me but he's scared of the answer...he said that he also want us to be together...but why he's scared??why?? is he not brave enough to ask me??this questions are really killing me! my gosh..i don't feel right ..i feel like dying...it's like my heart is torn into pieces...does he really love me??is this what you call love??i hope he had good answer to this questions because i don't wanna lose him...huhuhuhu...






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