love is pain
i was about to give up but what can i do i really do love him so much....hhhaaayyy don't know if this is the right thing to do but this what makes me happy ....but im having a lot of question on my mind why he doesn't want me to be his gf ??why??am i not the type of girl who can be his partner??or maybe im not worth the risk...hay or maybe he still love her??while im thinking about this i pity my self is as if im begging him to ask me to be his girl where in fact i can find another guy who will love me but i can't he is already a part of my life....but he said that he want to ask me but he's scared of the answer...he said that he also want us to be together...but why he's scared??why?? is he not brave enough to ask me??this questions are really killing me! my gosh..i don't feel right ..i feel like dying...it's like my heart is torn into pieces...does he really love me??is this what you call love??i hope he had good answer to this questions because i don't wanna lose him...huhuhuhu...