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Saturday, April 21, 2007

well gosh im so old hahaha im dalaga na talaga..pero feeling ko 12 years old pa lang ako ..hay what can i say hindi pa din ako ganon kamature eh..pero i have already learn a lot sympre naman noh...weeeh im a lady na hahahha...

ngayon wala lang i have to go to my speech churva kahit birthday ko...

pagpasok sa room umupo ako hahaha and i have a friend her name is fatima classmate ko and oh my she so young i feel so old na talaga she is just around 16 ata ..hooh ..

fatima: how old are you??

birthday girl:18 na too old na kaw??

fatima:16

birthday girl:shox your so young my dear

fatima:when did you turn 18??

birthday girl:(just smiling pero deep inside gussto na pagsigawan na birthday niya hahahaha)ngayon ngayon lang(deep inside talaga na niyan birthday q today!!!! hahaha)

fatima:aaahhhh

ala lang bakit kasi chismosa tong batang to..hahaha..

after class i saw ray hay ala lang nagcarmelite pray tapos uwi na ..aun jjaaarrraaaann andyan c sarah and zhovan we just chat and talk about gossips hahahaha what else do you expect when girls talk sympre chismis galore...and atlast nasya ang jan arrived mga around 3pm na yun..to bad sarah and zhovan had to go thanks to the both of you for coming...haha ayun ala lang we are like kid nagagaguhan..saya..tapos nun jacq and ivy arrived im soo happy kasi i thought di na sila dadating hay sobrang saya na ako this time thanks sa mga k girls...tapos dumating pa mga loka loka kong friends friends ko my ppg mga mare ko..ala lang sumakit talaga yung tiyan ko sa kakatawa...hhooh erika baliw pa rin...sobrang extreme happiness na nafifeel ko.never kong inexpect na ganito magiging kasaya kala ko kasi sad yung birthday koh..tapos yun picture picture ..pose dito pose dun...sige lang wlang kapaguran...ang saya talaga..tapos pati c jeorge yung baby naki join din sa fun..naki pictorial din xa..hahaha...sira c erika she kept on saying chena para first word daw ni jeorge chena hahahaha..kabatabata tinuturuan nang kabaklaan..haha mga around 9 yung ppg uuwi na hay maraming salamat mga mare ko...

pero sina jacq,ivy & nasya nandyan pa hindi na namin sinayang ang time kaya picture ulit cge pose dito pose dun...kahit very oily na...

hay sayang shey can't go because she attended some matters..di bale next birthday ko di pwedeng absent ulit siya..miss you shey..

after they left sina nasya..my phone is ringing i thought kung sino it was kaekae aawwww i was so touch..it was so sweet of her to call just to greet me and said that she can't go because of some reasons..iwas also touch sa testi ni zhovan thank you bes..

hay i felt so important because of these people specially my ppg and k girls...

eto na ata ang pinakamasayang birthday ko..thanks!

i slept with a smile on my face..

8:05 AM

wow i was really touch by him today kasi his classmates texted me and said blahblah..hhooohh i really love him so much..although at times we have misunderstanding

we still make it to the point that we talk about it..hay thank you for making this day memorable..mmwwaahh!

8:04 AM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Hay I really enjoyed the swimming churva although konti lang pero happy na rin…hay I really don’t know what to write kahit na a lot of things is running in my mind I don’t want to write nega thoughts. I think this is the last day of my pagiging dalagita.sana magmature nako..hay yesterday was really a wonderful day grabeh ganda talaga..sana bukas din.hay ewan pero parang ordinary day lang siguro..nagtatalo pa utak ko kung papasok ako hay..

Haha I have a secret to tell atin atin lang ok quite lang ha…pag pala im sleeping nakanganga ako grabeh baka mapasukan ng langaw tsktsk..dati nga tumutulo pa laway ko buti nga minsan din a hahah eeeiiwww noh?pero ang galling ngayon ko lang nalaman..

Sa swimming thanks to those people na sumama hay you just don’t know how happy I am to be with u guys…

Shey
Nasya
Jacq
Poy kahit di man kami close
Pol
Jan
Ray

Maraming salamat kasi you made me really happy…

5:45 AM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

well today me and my favoritism bestfriend go out...favoritism kasi siya hahaha...
ayun we will meet at ministop ala lang para malapit..nauna akong dumating so i ate ice cream while waiting..zhovan was so tagal haha..finally she arrived ayun kwentuhan she bought water and me c2 the red one haha ala lng i've been craving for it for so long pag kasi bumibili ako parating wala..tapos i enroll na sa speech churva and guess what i will start tomorrow ang bilis...and then visit sa carmelite and pray...and then we ate her ultimate favorite shawarma..nung huli na nakakauuumay but its yummy...and then puntang sm to buy some gifts for her ate..ala lang i really missed her a lot..i enjoy talaga after isang decada nakalabas din kami...hay i was expecting him to text me kahit man lang hoy buhay kpa ana man lang sana kaya lang wala...hay pero ayus lang busy lang siya siguro to the point na he already forgot me...pero i really enjoy spending the time with my bestfriend.

4:46 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

how to be numb??hahah i think it's a hard thing to do but at times how i wish numb na lang ako...how can you ignore your feeling or the feelings of others..hay i think his like this his never sensitive enough...it's hard kasi im super sensitive pero at times din hindi ...siguro kung numb lang ako sobrang happy na life ko...i have a lot worrries pero no one to share or no one to be with me to help me or console me..hay up to know i still can't feel you..

9:05 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

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well today i don't know why im sad..pwede ba un??maybe i just don't want to admit that i myself is the reason why im sad..hay i just can't understand my self at times...im too emotional..at times i can feel that others don't undestand me too....often times i feel that im alone..hoooh di ko din maiintindihan...

Why do I.. day in and day out.. feel like I'm trapped inside my own mind… Its so dark in there..and I'm scared… But I cannot escape it…So what do I do??

bkit nga?? isa pa tong may naiicip pa ako..hmmm

...................................uuuuhhhmmmm

why?is as if your so far from me?it's like there's a wall between us..why ??i know at times it's so hard to understand me pero sana you will try pa rin..

ang gulo ko naman..ang gulo din ng post ko..puro na lang negative thoughts...

2:34 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

goodbyes are not forever.goodbyes are not the end.they simply but painfully mean," i'l miss you..until we meet again"...... from euj.

ala lng it caught my attention yah very true when you say goodbye it doesn't mean you're gonna forget the person..hell no..it's just that you will not see him/her that much but for sure your path will cross again...someday...

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why my entries are about goodbyes??hay don't know...

i need a man who's not afraid to show the world that he loves me...hhhmmmmm...

8:33 AM

Monday, April 9, 2007

crazy people&fun to be with.
bsn1-7

im excited for tomorow but sad at the same time..excited kasi for almost a week i have not seen them atlast makikita ko na rin sila and gosh i miss them. sad kasi it will be the last time im gonna see my classmates it's our grad day in cwts...basta it's not that i will never see them again is just that we will never be like what we are before..parang before your always with them tapos sympre pag di mo na sila classmate iba na ung bang may new friends na sila yung ganon..hala magdrama ba.. i will never forget them.,

as what i said to my other blog i hate parting ways..who likes it ba??i think almost everybody feel bad when you are saying goodbye to people who made your life more meaningful..goodbye seems to be a sad word..

parang kailan lang na i have met this guys ngayon magkakhiwalay na nga..time run so fast wwwaaahhhhh..

7:07 AM

wweeehhhh...atlast i have acomplish two of the things i wanna do..wwooohoooh..

i have watched ang cute nang ina mo..yehey...

what a nice movie..it really makes me laugh and laugh..hahaha...it also have a drama side..mababaliw ako sa moving ito..it is focused on the mother-daughter relationship.kaya naman nakarelate naman ako kaagad..lalo ko tuloy namis si mother dear..uyta..
ang ganda talaga..one of the good movie i had ever watched..the cast have done a great job..they are all funny..you will never get bored watching this movie..kahit siguro ulit ulit di ako magsasawa.. i really enjoy it..

aiai and eugene are really funny together
ann is so cute with her Australian accent
luis is so oa pa rin as usual but fuuny din namn

thanks to him for accompanying me watch this movie i thought i will not watch this with him..good thing he told me that we must watch it..thank you thank you...

tapos after watching the movie we ate pugo hmm yummy..sarap..tapos shawarma ...haha lamon ng lamon...kain to the max..then umuwi na..i hate parting ways wala lang it's just sad kasi you will miss the person again..

i was looking for blogskin when i got home and finally i have found one na talagang i really like.mega like ko talaga to..sana you also appreciate it..galing ng gumawa nito sino ka man galing mo...saludo ako sayo..yehey i have found a blog skin atlast..

wow i have acomplish two of my things to do and im extremly happy as in what a nice day..unforgetable day talaga to..

no more negative thoughts
no more fights
no more tantrums
no more bad days
no more drama
no more bad feelings
no more hatred
no more sadness

for today lang yan..hhmmfftt..sana it's always like this..dream on lhey..

3:45 AM

Sunday, April 8, 2007

well during the lent period i'm super lazy to write my blog i don't know why.i miss my mom badly.vacation is so colorless. very boring.got nothing to do.this week i have realize a lot of things.i need to change.change?haha yeah inner change.i need to reconstruct my self.i must be a good girl na.ows is this true?but honestly i really do want to change. hay i want to do a lot of things i hoped i can accomplish them.

things i wanna do/wants
read a lot of books (hahaha totoo mo yan?)
i want to study in speech master. before my mom is forcing me now i want it na
i want to learn adobe like shey and luigi
clean my room take note everyday
new layout for my blog(who can help me?)
celebrate my birthday (malapit na)
watch ang cute ng ina mo i know it's corny pero gusto ko talaga pero it seems like no one wants to watch with me.
go to sm pampanga
i want to go swimming
want to go out with my friends
see my former classmates
watch my all time favorite movies
star gazing like before
see my bestfriend miss her soo much
be with my mom which i think is impossible hahaha

*go far far away from here i wanna fly away.i wanna vanish.

how can i do this things if they won't allow me to.im like a prisoner who can't go out.hhmmpptt..

2:15 AM

Monday, April 2, 2007

im really sad coz my mom is leaving...

tpos nagaway kami ni ano..

why can't past be past??
kasi blah blah blah..

why do i keep on putting the past to the present??
ewan my sakit ako sa mga ganyan..paranoid..

yan tuloy naiinis siya saken..how sad..

it hurts when the person you love instead na e console ka sinisise kapa..

sana maging ok na..

i don't wanna fight with you anymore..

i am listening to "love you so"by natalie
hay nice song sobra...buti pa yung song pina pasaya ako..

eto mga favorite lines ko..

You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Do you know it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know

3:09 PM

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